Well...AF is visiting....not sure how long she is going to last for x
AF is natural this time, last time it was induced, using provera, so hopefully this is a good sign!! Maybe its a small sign that my body may be getting back to normal on its own!
bloody agony though...don't know how people cope with this every month!
Oh well.....roll on AF leaving, hopefully after a full bleed too x
Weightwatchers weigh in tonight....am hoping I have done well, hoping for at least 3lb this week, if not more, but not holding out much hope, although I have been good this week and have stuck to plan!
xxxx
Wednesday 23 September 2009
Tuesday 22 September 2009
WELL!!!
It's been a while! nearly 4 months infact x
I had my appointment with the consultant back in July, he had all our test results, and it went ok. I have to lose some weight, stop smoking completely etc etc
I have been away for a while, I think the whole thing knocked me for 6 back then, as I knew how difficult we are finding it to conceive, and then my partners sister has recently had a baby, so had to cope with all the baby talk off his parents and his sister. She gave birth to a beautiful little girl on September 9th and I still haven't been to see her....can't face it. Matt kind of understands, but thinks I need to get over it, which I do, but finding that hard. Am finding myself buying baby things for her, wishing it was for me.....but I guess that is part and parcel of the whole journey to motherhood x
Well, I started weightwacthers again last week, got my first weigh in tomorrow night, so hopefully things should all go to plan and I should have lost some weight lol
Went into complete shutdown the last few months, and ended up putting another half a stone on! which is not a good thing!
However, back on it now, and back on the verity forum.....not been on in a while, think having a complete break from everything has done me the world of good x
But backj now and needing the great support off all the girls on there...they are a massive support and I can't thank them enough. Although they might not realise it, but they are so key in the whole journey, as they are there with you every step of the way x so thank you once again girls for everything xxxxxxxxxxx
I had my appointment with the consultant back in July, he had all our test results, and it went ok. I have to lose some weight, stop smoking completely etc etc
I have been away for a while, I think the whole thing knocked me for 6 back then, as I knew how difficult we are finding it to conceive, and then my partners sister has recently had a baby, so had to cope with all the baby talk off his parents and his sister. She gave birth to a beautiful little girl on September 9th and I still haven't been to see her....can't face it. Matt kind of understands, but thinks I need to get over it, which I do, but finding that hard. Am finding myself buying baby things for her, wishing it was for me.....but I guess that is part and parcel of the whole journey to motherhood x
Well, I started weightwacthers again last week, got my first weigh in tomorrow night, so hopefully things should all go to plan and I should have lost some weight lol
Went into complete shutdown the last few months, and ended up putting another half a stone on! which is not a good thing!
However, back on it now, and back on the verity forum.....not been on in a while, think having a complete break from everything has done me the world of good x
But backj now and needing the great support off all the girls on there...they are a massive support and I can't thank them enough. Although they might not realise it, but they are so key in the whole journey, as they are there with you every step of the way x so thank you once again girls for everything xxxxxxxxxxx
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